good time

right then its been a damn long time but there is a lot to tell since we last wrote here.... i (ryan) am now in mexico and ive been here for a month now and im staying here until feburary :D dope right? I am having the best time of my life i cant believe how happy i am with gabriela its unreal and to spend time with her is my dream come true ive allways wanted to be here how i am right now taking care of gabriela because we need each other and i love her dearly, its also really good to see the city where she spends most of her time and meet her friends who are all really nice so its great to see more of her life than i have before :)...... and im gonna try and learn spanish because my spanish so far sucks. but im gonna try, so im gonna make gabriela write here when i cant... thanks for reading
                                                               RYAN X

another

the connection we feel, the love the conceal,
niether are visible and makes me want to kneel,
to make her mine till death do us part,
because when i see her she can kickstart my heart,
ill have you in my arms once again in what will seem like a minute,
youve opened your heart to me and now you can let me fill it.
                                          X I MISS YOU X
                                                  RYAN

im amazed because .. i know now how lucky i am to have you and be with you, i cant put in words how does that feel .. i really cant but im gonna try, all i want is share everything with you and laugh with you even when i do nothing share that with you, but not just for a few days or months no ... i wanna be like this the rest of my life and help you when u need it and be there even if you dont need me, because i love you and i found my soul mate and the reason to be happy ... that beatles song is right ... all you need is love .. yes it is true, just try people to love eachother ... and you will feel better no matter what, when u love things gets better and better no matter if the situation is difficult or hard to handle ... you will find the way to sort it out and make things easier.. because being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.. have a great day all .. and thank you again for reading us :) good vibes for you peace and love.

mas.

FOR GABRIELA
moods change day after day, with no meanings of the things we do,
i see the sadness in your eyes and i unconciously reflect a part of you,
if i was there i know we would be happy and make everyday feel new,
every morning waking up and feeling something and knowing who,
being so far away is like an illness that i cant shake off,
worse than any flu, cold, head ache or cough,
you are my pill, my shot, my massage, my medicine,
my best friend, my lover my soul, my everything.
                    x RYAN x

ok

so at the moment me and gabriela are having a bit of a hard time, i cant be at work at the moment because i have to do jury service and gabriela has not been able to work because she had surgery, i have been working all the hours i can at my work, and i just wanna leave already, i really wanna just stop and go back to gab and hug her and tell her everything is ok, i really miss her dearly, i even sleep with her scarf everynight, gabriela is my everything, and is the reason im working so hard, i would do anything for this lady believe me she is the only lady that makes me truely happy and i am in love with her, i want people to know that love is real and although its not allways easy but it is ALLWAYS worth it because i know that when i get back im gonna be so happy just because im with her. RYAN

another day .. 80 days till we can be together and how i feel? .. to be honest like shit right now, things are not ok in my house right now i know you dont wanna read that silly stuff .. so all i can say is that i hope everything will be ok ... is like not a good time right now .. all i want is Ryan here .. i need him, hopefully i can get a job soon cuz things here are not ok ... so yeh .. i need a job, the only thing i can say right now is that im not gonna stop being positive cuz love gave me that .. hope and i believe that everything is gonna be ok .. i wish i can read something from the people who read this ... it would be cool .. thanks for reading again and we will love if the people who read this share something with us :) ( Ryan and me ) xx

well ... i dunno what to say today to be honest .. i just want my man here with me .. its killing me .. today im gonna write a letter to my dad .. cuz im gonna tell him that im gonna live with Ryan in the city where i study ... and i cant wait to see my man and listen to his voice ...soon i know its gonna be different cuz we will be together everyday, sorry btw if i havent say anything interesning lately but ... i had surgery .. it was simple but ... its annoying ... anyways .. im ok tho .. but i miss my man i wish he was with me to watch films .. and spoil me :) and him him kisses ... and hugs .. and ok sorry.

.... i leave a photo of us . :) i hope you like it and thank you for reading us again! .. ill have news soon to see what happend if im moving in or not .. with Ryan .. i hope i can :) cux to be honest thats all i want right now :) x

sometimes....

sometimes when im at home and missing gab i think of poems are i will send her messages with a poem, so from now on they are gonna go here i love you gab x
everybody needs somebody, more than fame power and money, i pray for a person rather than possesion, i wanna tell them that i love them everythin i love about them in rapid consession, because to feel the way i do is to finnally be free, to be you and let you be me. x

Right.. im at home .. not happy to be honest... i cant wait to find a job because i cant be at my house 24/ 7 ... seriously its fucking driving me crazy... i miss Ryan i think a lot .. i do chores ... not healthy shit to be honest and i only have a few days like that .. so my vacations cant be like that .. i rather work than be like this for almost 3 months ... so hopefully ill get a job soon ... we are having trouble with the " living with my boyfriend " situation ... it sucks ... i dunno why my dad is sooo close minded .. and traditional .. my parents got pregnant before marriage i dunno why they are asking me to stay virgin and get married till i finish uni HA HA HA !!! .. so silly haha .. that idea makes me laugh ... well i dunno what to do .. i just wanna get the fuck out of here because its not cool to be in a place you dont really wanna be ... so all i need to do is be strong and believe that soon i will be able to do that .. because here im judge by people who is worse than me im sure of that .. and its not fair ... sorry guys for making you read this ... me wining here ... sorry but i feel desperate .. and here is a good way to let things get out of my system i guess ... i wish i could be more like ... Ryan for example .. but i cant ... im weak and silly i guess ... sience  i was born haha ... right .. so i have to finish to do some stuff around my house helping my mum .. i love helping anyone but ... being in this situation where men here are sexist as fuck .. i hate this i cant stand looking at my mum doing everything for my dad .. this is just NOT right ... i feel frustrated and desperate because my mum is used to all this ... so unfair ... sad sad sad ... 
ok ... so only 91 days and Ry will be in Mexico with me :D yay !!
i cant wait to see my lover and hug him :D kiss him and share everything. 
fuck the people with negative thoughts im sick of that .. and here people is like that the whole time ... so ill have to stay strong and dont listen to all those negative comments ... 

because i believe in love... no one will break that. 

happy times

YES YES YES i have my flight to go back to gab :), for those of you who dont know i have only been to mexico once, and i went for one reason.... gabriela! and again i am going because of her it feels so good to know that all my hard work is paying off and i get to go back to be with her, i dont even know how to feel, i have every emotion wrapped up into one because im so exited about going back, gabriela is so supportive of everything and helping me sort to get everything ready, i have so many things i wanna say about how i feel but its really too much for words, i want the world to know that i plan on being with her forever, i know it sounds really cliche and cheesy but gab makes me happy and has done that non stop for almost a year and a half now and i still get the same feeling everytime i hear her voice or see her pretty face :), i remember last time i went to see her, i got my suitcase ready a week before because i knew it was soon and i was really exited, and i already feel like that i wanna get it out and fill up my suitcase right now and just go, but i have to wait only a little longer to be with her, and i know its gonna be worth it and i really cant wait.
                                                                    xX RYAN Xx

Hello everyone!


great news RYAN IS COMING TO MEXICO IN 95 DAYS :D 
i cant believe it ... finally we will be together for longer i can't wait to throw my arms around him and feel him, so this blog will have lots and lots of new stories haha ... sorry is we havent write a lot but Ryan is working hard i was at uni ( another semester gone! yay) ... yeh i finished another semester such a good feeling ... ha is wasnt easy to be honest i tried my best ... even i was feeling down because i dont have the love of my life by my side ... but He is coming soon! .. :D also im at home now .. where i am from .. its a little city .. big town? haha i dunno how to explain .. its called Morelia .. my family lives here .. so .. im here for the summer .. waiting for my love ... so im gonna be here a lot .. now cuz im off uni for almost 3 months .. im gonna look for a job tho ... :) so i can go to see Ryan too .. next summer to England :D .. right .. well pals i have lots of chores to do .. like laundry and stuff ike that so i better go to do that but as i told you .. ill be here writing a lot :D thank you for reading US... and believe .. love is everywhere you just have to believe have faith. ok i send you good vibes and we will love to read what you think so far about this blog or some stories about love .. it will be nice so if you know a story of love or want some advice or anything we can help you with .. just write us! :D
thank you 
love 

gabriela. x THANK YOU RYAN .. :) 

my thoughts

as gabriela has posted her thoughts on long distance i thought well why not post mine too, the first thing that should be said even though its a huge cliche is that it is hard, thousands of miles from the one you love, and no its not easy and it sucks really bad because every second away from this person hurts and you long to be with them, but what i have realised with gabriela is that aslong as love is present then anything is possible, i thought of a rhyme the other week to explain how i felt '' i love living life because i live life loving you'' which is true, gabriela even across the world still makes me happy and makes me laugh and loves me and she allways makes my day, anyone who thinks long distance is pointless then your a fool, get a laptop and call the one you love on skype, the reason i have skype is because of gabriela i didnt even know how it worked but she asked me to get it so we could see each other, (thank you gab x) gabriela is a beautiful girl and deserves every bit of love i give her and to be honest she deserves even more and when i get back to mexico thats what im gonna do im gonna love her forever. x ANYONE who wants to just have some fun with us please comment and ask me and gab something or ask us to talk about a topic. RYAN

TODAY...
well fisrt .. im sorry but i have been busy as fuck lately and im really sorry cuz im at uni .. with finals and stuff .. so much things to do. 
Ok now i wanna share something i think about my long distance relationship ... and i hope this can be like an advice to someone ... and i wanna say it cuz i have been talking and listening to a lot of people saying different things about that topic, well let me tell you this:

Being in love with someone even the distance, believe me, is difficult... but its amazing and thank you Ryan for being with me no matter what, because we are in the same channel and i love that, you understand me i understand you, even tho when im a crazy bitch haha just kidding babe i dont think i would ever find someone like you .. im so lucky to have you and its just amazing to share with you and soon we will be together ( i can't wait ) i hope people can find love because humans need love and share we are made for that so if u r reading this believe in love no matter what cuz it does exist and have faith that you will find someone just for you .. i know no one is perfect but when u fell in love that can happen even tho u know no one is perfect .. :) believe and it will happen.

back here

this card, it was recently gabrielas 23rd birthday and i sent her a card and things BUT it didnt arrive so on her birthday i bought her a new card because she deserves a card on her birthday, and this is the inside of the card, i woudl have put a picture of the front but its whats inside that counts right? i hope you all said happy birthday to her on facebook :D .
So here i am, in england waiting to get more money and for the perfect time to go back to her, i have been working a lot recently trying to make a lot of money :D and checking flights so i dont get ripped off, im gonna be there for my 22nd birthday and christmas, so look out mexico im coming back :p. i miss gab so much right now it really hurts but i know we will get through it because we are better together than apart, she means the world to me and im glad that the past the past 2 years have been amazing and i know our relasionship can only grow stronger. she makes me happier than ive ever been and i cant wait to spend my life with her, i promise to be her armor in times of need, and the reason she smiles everyday, love you gab. thanks for reading anyone and everyone.                                      RYAN

SORRY

there is no posts because we are tired

the last of london

so.... me and gab had a great time with my friend dan and his girlfriend lizz and he showed us some places that i didnt think of before, (safe dan n lizz) so then it was up to me and gab to find the rest of the places that we wanted to see in london so the next day i remember we went back to the national history musuem because we wanted to see the dinosaur that moves and roars :p which was awesome, and we look at the whales and stuff like that and we had a good time there and took a load of photos, so after that we went to a rediculous mall called westfield's, this place blew my mind me and gabriela both felt tiny there and we spent the rest of the day walking around feeling lost and people trying to sell gabriela sunglasses and hair straigteners, so we had fun in that place though spending time together looking in shops :D and then we went and had nando's right up in the top of the mall which was rad, then we went home and spent real quality time together because we knew that we were gonna be parted soon so we talk a lot and drink beer in our hotel room and we listened to music, it really was a great moment and i wish i could go back and relive those moments even thought they were full of sadness, so our last day in london the first thing we did was go to camden town again but just me and gab and we looked around the stalls and bought souvenirs for her family and walked around together, then gabriela's knee was hurting pretty bad by that point (we dont know why but she was in pain) so i took her to gap and bought her some really thick leggins/stockings to keep her knees warm, and then we walked from there over to china town where we ate some really cool food and took photos of things there

, so after we had food we went to st pauls cathedral which was cool but we didnt go in because it was like 15 pounds to get in which is stupid, and there were people camping outside that were ''protesting'' , so we sat and chilled near there for a while and got a hot chocolate that we shared, its funny because i remember all those moments like they were yesterday because i remember my dad called me and asked me how i was feeling because he knew she was leaving the next day, i said i was ok even though it was already hurting just thinking about her being gone, and then after we went to the toilet there and left we went to a sweet shop and gab bought me a pack of nerds that were expensive as fuck because they are imported and she told me they were for her and then gave them to me, so sweet of her :) and so we went to the tube and went on our way to abbey road so we could take a photo of us on the famous zebra crossing, and we looked for the place for like an hour, in the cold haha and then we found it and their was people already taking photos too, so we took some photos and got the people to take photos of us kissing on the crossing :D

, then we made our way back to the hotel and on the way we picked up 2 papa johns pizza's and some beers, and then we enjoyed our last night together and it makes me feel so sad typing this because i remember being there knowing she was gonna leave and we went to sleep early because we had to get up early in the morning,
SO the day had come, she was leaving in a few hours i was frightened about her leaving it made me feel horrible knowing she was going away, so we got the tube to the airport and it was a quiet trip me and gabriela both hugged the whole way and both wrote nots on each others hands, we got off at heathrow and walked up to departures and we checked in gab's bag which we had to take some stuff out because it was too heavy and now its in my house, then me and gab spent our last hour together, i am not afraid to tell people that i cried because for me the moment felt disastrous, because gabriela was being taken from me and there was nothing i could do about it and we both promise each other we would be ok, even though both of us crying, so then her flight was called and she had to leave, we said i love you what seemed like a million times but it didnt feel like enough and then we kissed and i watched her walk away, this is the last time i saw gabriela.

after this photo i turned around and walked as fast as i can to try and get rid of the feeling in my stomachd and try to stop myself from crying but nothing would work, i got the train home witha friend of the family and held it in the whole way home, when i got home the first time i tried to speak to my mom about her i just started crying and feeling horrible because she was gone, i was home without her. i dearly miss gabriela and cant wait to be with her again.    thank you to anyone who reads this and is interested in our stories.  ..RYAN..

Aite .. as people in England will say (and i love it btw). ok So time to leave was near .. and we will go to London before .. and thank you Ryan cuz i know u dont really like being there babe haha ... i understand but we cant deny how lovely is being there too .. and i loved being there, even tho we had a disagreement.. but after that it was amazing he had so much fun... i met one of Ry's friends Dan and his girlfriend and they were so kind and friendly .. thank you once again guys, we loved to share time with you and we loved camden such a cool place, i hope one day i can come back there.

I never felt that free and happy .. never, such an amazing feeling to feel free and happy. 

London was amazing cuz we were together babe ... thats for sure.

 Ryan took me to some amazing places like museums and i loved every second of being there with him.

It was such a weird feeling .. because i was so happy about being there with my love, but i knew that i was gonna leave in a few days and saying good bye .. or a " see you soon" will hurt no matter i knew that i will see Ryan again, i miss him .. desperately.

 

I know we will be in London again together ... next time i go to see Ryan :D haha.

i laughed like when i was a kid ... and i felt so safe and happy .. like if i didnt have any concerns... being in your arms and feel that everything is gonna be ok .. and nothing bad will happen cuz you are holding me, taking care of me, as always. 

The weirdest thing was that it never rained when we were there .. haha we were so lucky, even tho it was cold and my knee was hurting really bad i dunno why, but Ryan as always taking care of me went to gap and got me something so my knee will be warm, so sweet, and romantic my love with every detail you have .. i have such an adorable, lovely, and the best boyfriend i can ever ask for more i swear.

And i hope one day i can remind him and tell him that i love him, every morning of the rest of my life :D

P.S. i know Ryan is better writer than me .. but i hope u enjoy this ..

thank you for reading US .. :) 

my love

today was a sad day, so im gonna try and liven up the end of the day by telling you more about gabriela, she is the sweetest, kindest, most magical and beautiful lady in the universe, she makes my day.... everyday, she has so many ways of making me happy its unreal, i even love the things i dont like for example when she was here i would help her light cigarettes, and i really dont like smoking but its because i love her so much i can see past things like that, she is a quiet sleeper, and makes really cute noises when she is tired :) its strange to think that she is older than me because i feel like the older one and i know i can look after her, she is my lover and also my best friend she helps me get through everything, she knows that i love her and i dont think she ever doubts that, and i know she loves me too which is AWESOME! anyone who knows gabriela will have their own point of view but in my eyes she is the perfect lover girlfriend and future ''esposa'' :) *thanks for reading* this was ryan sending his love to his special lady x good night x

england 3

so gabriela was here and everything was better than i had ever imagined i knew we were gonna be happy together but it was almost too happy and as if i was dreaming everyday was new waking up to see her beautiful smiling face knowing that i was the reason it was there and i tried my best to show gabriela the city where i live (exeter), we went to all kinds of cool places in england and it was amazing so im gonna share some photos :D

this took me about 20 minutes and then after i realised the A's are backwards

Exeter musuem was reopened so we decided to go and have a look around :)

we went with my dad and my stepmum and aunt to woodbury common for a nice walk
and i made me and gabriela our first stick house

ENERGY BOOST!!!!!!!

this photo is probably one of my favourites of us together because it was christmas,

SO my amazing girlfriend stayed here for christmas :) i remember in the morning i woke up and wanted to give gabriela her present sooo bad, so i got out of bed and brought the presents to her in bed, and we sat together in bed opening presents, my grandparents love every minute of gabriela being there for christmas dinner, and it was such a good feeling and having gabriela here with me for christmas it was the best present i could have asked for, i got love for christmas (and an awesome hat and hoody and t shirt :D).

every second ive spent with gabriela is a gift and anyone lucky enough to know her will agree, she is the love of my love and one day i hope to wake up to her pretty smile every morning,
 thanks for reading.             RY

part 4 soon (london)

mexican girl in england.

                                              ... me finally in england! YAY 
ok ... First of all i want to thank to my family and specially my parents for all the support for this trip cuz i know it wasnt easy for them .. not having me there on christmas and new year, so thank you Dad thank you Mum! :) .. and my sister and brother and my sister in law .. even my niece helped me! ... its amazing how cool people who loves me support me .. thank you all you know i love you.
Before i start to cry cuz i miss all my people and obviously Ryan .. im gonna tell you that time i arrived to England to see my lovely boyfriend... oh god .. seriously i was soo nervous the whole flight haha but excited too obviously because i couldnt wait to hug and kiss Ry :)... nervous cuz i didnt know if his family would be ok with having me there on christmas and for that long because i stayed like a month and 6 days ... so yeh i arrieved after a long flight .. i was smelly and hungry but all i wanted was to see my boyfriend .. i saw him haha he didnt care and he just walked directly to me no matter he had to wait for me .. he just walked even tho he shouldnt and he helped me with my case ( heavy btw) and then i met Ryan's dad ... he was really nice to me ( thank you :) ) .. i slept almost the whole way to Exeter btw ... so kind of them to picked me up from the airport seriously. And we arrived to Ry's home .. soo nice to be there i swear i remember the feeling of being there .. i miss being there sooo bad ... i remember Ryan told me once " home is where your hear is" ... and my love...that is so true, i met Tracey Ry's mum she was really sweet to me and kind too ... i also met Trinstan .. Ry's brother ... so i wanted to rest but i was too excited to see my love again .. so we talked i kissed him lots :) and enjoyed every second of being with him. Ry had everything ready when i got there .. enough space for my clothes and the room clean and pretty :) thank you babe .. all the details you have with me. 
im quite tired so im going to sleep now...but ill write more about how it was when i went to see Ry.
thank you for reading us . x
good vibes for everyone


( a song that Ry loves x .. i love you ) 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BDcCN9jyhFo 

you make me feel funny

                      the first time i felt funny about you 

 

i couldnt stop thinking about him ... it was weird for me because i wanted to know how he was what he was doing, everything ... and i remember i wrote him a letter telling him how i feel, i took photos but i knew i wasnt gonna show him cuz i was shy at that time haha .. but now im writing in a blog what happened when i fall in love with my lovely boyfriend. 

And since then i cant stop falling in love with him.
You'll probably think that im cheezy or silly but and probably i am but i don't care :) because what i feel is pure and honest, i wish more people could feel like us ( Ry n' me ) because love is the key for everything ... so i wanna tell you believe in love fall in love no matter what happens, because it worth it!!! ..


So funny i was talking to Ryan right now he is gonna post something too ... :P ok guys .. anyone who read this thank you so much .. and i hope you enjoy with us because we enjoy to share our story with everyone and we wanna make people to believe again in love. 

i love you Ryan Evans x

ENGLAND part 1

so after about 6 months of gab itching to save money and come to england, she got a ticket A GOLDEN TICKET it really was like that i felt like the fat kid in charlie and the chocolate factory, i was so surprised and happy i felt like i could jump out of my skin and was shaking with exitement and she told me how many days we had to wait, i allways count down the days untill i see her and this one went faster than the last one because we were both really busy her doing uni work and me working the whole time was accompanied by desperation because i am missing her and wanted her to be here with me or just anywhere with her, because if reading this and you dont already know i love gabriela and im ready to do anything for her, and she kept me happy while we waited on skype :), so 13th of december and gabriela is gonna arrive my dad drove me to the airport to pick gabriela up and we got there an hour early and when her flight was due my dad left me to be on my own and wait for her and her flight was delayed so i was waiting for about an hour looking left and right at the arrivals lounge at heathrow airport, waiting to see a glimpse of her, then i saw her with her big red suitcase i walked towards her and gave her a big hug, i remember the way she squeezed me it was amazing. here is us when she arrived :D <3

part 2 soon

all you need is love

ok its been a long time since we wrote something here but we want to tell more about out story. We have been busy cuz im at uni and my lovely boyfriend Ryan is working hard to come to see me, so thats why.. ok anyways... i wanna tell something more about us, because today i just realized how connected we are and how in love we are its crazy... and to be honest i never felt this was before i just wanna be with Ryan laying down on his chest because thats the best feeling ever i swear i feel so safe like that. 
I know we are so lucky cuz even tho we have differences or we argue sometimes we know that we are stronger than that and i know a lot of people will think like ooh no long distance relationships doesnt work well thats bullshit ! sorry but it is .. because if you are in the same channel and you share the same feelings it will work.. we have been together for a year and half and i cant stop this feeling ... its so sad and disappointing how some people doesnt believe in love like cousins friends or people i know tells me every time i sais yeh my boyfriend lives in England they go like ooh really? and how does it feel ? cuz i know its hard or .. oh and are you sure he doesnt cheat on you ? seriously its sad to know a lot of people who is married with kids or who has boyfriend or girlfriend saying that stuff like oh thats not gonna last cuz its long distance .. well i dont care what people say .. because i respect my boyfriend i trust him and all i want to do is love him the rest of my life and im pretty sure about that no matter what people say :) 
i love you Ryan x 

the waiting game

waiting is what me and gabriela do, we have had to wait for many months to see each other multiple times now and have had to be really patient, missing gabriela is something i have to deal with everyday its so sad that we are apart, but the fact that we are together and connected even so far apart is the part that counts, we both have things we do when we are apart, gabriela goes to university studying graphic design and is vey busy studying and i work and skateboard in my spare time, but all the time that im doing that gabriela is always in my mind, i plan to go back to mexico in july or august and im looking forward to it so much, time almost goes in slow motion, but i will be back there soon and i will be holding her and happy. te amo gabriela x

...this is just something i wanna say 

Im still awake .. tempted to call you because i wanna hear your voice, but i want you to sleep well so im not gonna and you will read this when u wake up x ...i wanna keep going with the story but im really tired so im not gonna .. i promise ill continue with the story tomorrow :) ... i just wanted to post how i feel right now ...
i can't really put in words to be honest how sad makes me feel being without my lover
it's so hard to have this feeling... i wish i can go right now flight to england and give you a huge hug and lots of kisses babe.

Reality sucks right now..im here at my house .. yeh, im ok because im here with my family now but ... the most important part of my life is missing and thats You. Its gonna worth it i can feel it ... and i know someone will probably read this and say that im too cheezy but .. i don´t care because i am in love deeply in love with Ryan Evans and i cant wait to be with him again... i think im going crazy without him. 

my online love letter

gabriela thank you for all the great times together and thank you for waiting for me, you have made me really happy and i feel like there is a part of me missing when we are apart, missing you is gonna be worth it though because hours of sadness is worth a lifetime of happiness, i often feel nostalgic and as if you have never left and its because the part that really matters never did leave.

x i love you gabriela with every inch of my being x

moremexico

the rest of my time in mexico with gab was some of the best spent time of my life she took me to so many amazing places, like ixtapa (a beach) we stayed there for a weekend and had an amazing time, and she made me the happist man in the world, we went to her lake house in a place called ichupio and it was almost as pretty as gab :p sorry for being cheezy, its so peacefull and there and you can feel really relaxed , gabs mom cooked us food almost everyday and it delicious, and we went to a lot of nice places in morelia and she showed me all the sights, and we went to the movies, i love to watch movies with gabriela, its one of my favourite things to do with her because we are both focused on the same thing at the same time and its something we both enjoy to do, and my dad had something in a frame that says ''love isnt staring into eachothers eyes, its both of you looking in the same direction''. after my time in morelia we headed to df for the last night of me being there, i met gabriela's dad and we stayed with him in his apartment which was one of the saddest times of my life, and we had to get up early too so i dont miss my plane home even tho i wish i did miss it, and in the morning we went to eat before my flight and i didnt wanna eat i still remember the feeling, i didnt wanna eat drink or sleep i just wanted to tell gabriela how much i loved her and hold her for as long as i could, and then i went through customs and i was looking back to see how long she would be there for and i remember it got to far and i couldnt see her anymore and i had to hide crying because everyone was looking at me and i couldnt stop but i eventually got onto my flight and had a slow journey home. going home sucked but i still have gabriela and i plan to be with her forever. x i love you gab x

Now I am strong ...you gave me all.
you gave all you had and now I am whole.

I supposed to be talking about how we started .. but .. i was looking at you while you sleep and you gave me that peace i only felt when i was a kid and i felt my parents could protect me about anything that could happen. Such a lovely feeling Ryan you gave me. thank you my lovely boyfriend x

1st day of mexico :D

so i had arrived and had a great night out in mexico city, on the second day i woke up to smiling gabriela, we were both exstatic to be with each other and that day we went to the pyramids it was something i really wanted to see and it was great to share that experiance with gabriela and loved every moment.

 and after that we went to a chinese resturant which was awesome and then after that we got on a bus to morelia (gabriela's hometown) , i was nervous to meet her parents but exited at the same time, we arrived in morelia and i felt really welcome and we went to bed pretty much straight away because we were both tired. i loved all the time i spent in morelia it was such a nice place.

together! ( mexico )

...let me tell you about that day Ryan arrived to Mexico.. well first i needed to go to DF because i don't live there, i'm from another city in Mexico called Morelia so i went to DF and one of my cousins were waiting for me because she will help me to go to the airport and me and my sister stayed one night at her apartment so yeh we went to DF and i was seriously sooo excited haha i remember the feeling i couldn't stop smiling because i will finally meet Ryan. I went to sleep that night before Ryan arrived and i couldn't sleep i was too excited and thinking what if he doesn't like anything about being in Mexico with me and a lot of stupid things that i though it could happen, finally i fell asleep but i woke up early because i didn't wanna be late so, we got ready Nena ( my sister ) Selene ( my cousin ) and me and we left to the airport :D we waited for a little bit and then i wasn't sure about the place i will meet ryan ... and then i saw him with a big smile on his face and i started to wave my hands so he could know that i was there i was so happy when i hug him it felt so good and we left to my cousins boyfriend apartment so we can have a shower get ready because we will go out that night, it was so nice that day and night. we got drunk haha not bad but we had fun and spent a whole day with him was suck a lovely feeling it still a lovely feeling. i love you Ry x

                          this is at Sylvain's apartment he's my cousins boyfriend where we stayed that night :) 

PART 3

part 3 of our madness begins with me going to mexico, it was in may i think its was the 28th, i got picked up from my house from a friend the afternoon before because i didnt wanna be late for my flight, and we stoped at his house on the way and ate some food then we hit the road, we got to london at about 1:15am and then i anxiously waited for my flight and was speaking to gab on the phone the whole time and then it was time to start checking in, i was so exited and nervous i was almost shaking, so then i boarded my flight to madrid, where i then stopped for 2 hours and got onto another flight to DF. i was a bit confused on the flight as everyone was spanish, and then i got to mexico and i got very nervous, i remember the firs time a saw gabriela waiting behind the doors of baggage claim, she had the biggest smile i had ever seen and she was jumping up and down waving at me, i wanted to run and shout but i didnt wanna freak her out, and her sister and cousin too.so we left the airport and got into her cousins car and then she kissed me :D i will allways remember our first kiss, it was amazing, the just wanted to look at her and feel her being there next to me and savour the moment. this photo is us the first night :)

haha i really like this

ok now its my turn ... 

haha the truth is that i felt in love as soon as we started to talk a lot .. actually daily, and he was really kind and cute with me, wich is weird cuz we didnt even know each other and i was really excited about it.

So yeh one day he told me im gonna buy my flight to mexico because  i wanna see you ... i was in shock seriously ? ... you are gonna come just to see me ryan? .. ( babe u r crazy .. haha and i love you ) ... and thank you for took that decision you made me soo happy ...cuz you probably dont even know this but i was fucking sad before i met you. so thank you for giving me the chance and because you come here x i love you .. thank you for supporting me and give me hope. 

                                                                    HOW WE MET 

Where do i start? well in 2010 ryan (me) skated in a competition called manny mania set up by red bull, and was in the 4 winners and had this photo put onto the red bull website

shorty after gabriela had been on the internet just looking around and saw the photo and then decided to add me (far right) on facebook, after accepting the friend request on facebook I eventually got the courage to say something to her, and we started talking about movies and getting to know eachother throughout a few weeks, eventually gabriela asked me if  i had skype and I didnt so I downloaded it so he could see her and speak and hear her voice, we talked every so often but it became more frequent as we got to know each other and then i realised that i was really into gabriela and loved everything about her, I told her that i really like her and it started getting more serious, even though we still hadnt met i still felt confident about her, so.... i had a lot of money in my bank account and was ready to take the leap for her because i knew she is special so i bought a ticket to mexico. and thats a simple way of telling the story of how we met.