my online love letter

gabriela thank you for all the great times together and thank you for waiting for me, you have made me really happy and i feel like there is a part of me missing when we are apart, missing you is gonna be worth it though because hours of sadness is worth a lifetime of happiness, i often feel nostalgic and as if you have never left and its because the part that really matters never did leave.

x i love you gabriela with every inch of my being x

moremexico

the rest of my time in mexico with gab was some of the best spent time of my life she took me to so many amazing places, like ixtapa (a beach) we stayed there for a weekend and had an amazing time, and she made me the happist man in the world, we went to her lake house in a place called ichupio and it was almost as pretty as gab :p sorry for being cheezy, its so peacefull and there and you can feel really relaxed , gabs mom cooked us food almost everyday and it delicious, and we went to a lot of nice places in morelia and she showed me all the sights, and we went to the movies, i love to watch movies with gabriela, its one of my favourite things to do with her because we are both focused on the same thing at the same time and its something we both enjoy to do, and my dad had something in a frame that says ''love isnt staring into eachothers eyes, its both of you looking in the same direction''. after my time in morelia we headed to df for the last night of me being there, i met gabriela's dad and we stayed with him in his apartment which was one of the saddest times of my life, and we had to get up early too so i dont miss my plane home even tho i wish i did miss it, and in the morning we went to eat before my flight and i didnt wanna eat i still remember the feeling, i didnt wanna eat drink or sleep i just wanted to tell gabriela how much i loved her and hold her for as long as i could, and then i went through customs and i was looking back to see how long she would be there for and i remember it got to far and i couldnt see her anymore and i had to hide crying because everyone was looking at me and i couldnt stop but i eventually got onto my flight and had a slow journey home. going home sucked but i still have gabriela and i plan to be with her forever. x i love you gab x

Now I am strong ...you gave me all.
you gave all you had and now I am whole.

I supposed to be talking about how we started .. but .. i was looking at you while you sleep and you gave me that peace i only felt when i was a kid and i felt my parents could protect me about anything that could happen. Such a lovely feeling Ryan you gave me. thank you my lovely boyfriend x

1st day of mexico :D

so i had arrived and had a great night out in mexico city, on the second day i woke up to smiling gabriela, we were both exstatic to be with each other and that day we went to the pyramids it was something i really wanted to see and it was great to share that experiance with gabriela and loved every moment.

 and after that we went to a chinese resturant which was awesome and then after that we got on a bus to morelia (gabriela's hometown) , i was nervous to meet her parents but exited at the same time, we arrived in morelia and i felt really welcome and we went to bed pretty much straight away because we were both tired. i loved all the time i spent in morelia it was such a nice place.

together! ( mexico )

...let me tell you about that day Ryan arrived to Mexico.. well first i needed to go to DF because i don't live there, i'm from another city in Mexico called Morelia so i went to DF and one of my cousins were waiting for me because she will help me to go to the airport and me and my sister stayed one night at her apartment so yeh we went to DF and i was seriously sooo excited haha i remember the feeling i couldn't stop smiling because i will finally meet Ryan. I went to sleep that night before Ryan arrived and i couldn't sleep i was too excited and thinking what if he doesn't like anything about being in Mexico with me and a lot of stupid things that i though it could happen, finally i fell asleep but i woke up early because i didn't wanna be late so, we got ready Nena ( my sister ) Selene ( my cousin ) and me and we left to the airport :D we waited for a little bit and then i wasn't sure about the place i will meet ryan ... and then i saw him with a big smile on his face and i started to wave my hands so he could know that i was there i was so happy when i hug him it felt so good and we left to my cousins boyfriend apartment so we can have a shower get ready because we will go out that night, it was so nice that day and night. we got drunk haha not bad but we had fun and spent a whole day with him was suck a lovely feeling it still a lovely feeling. i love you Ry x

                          this is at Sylvain's apartment he's my cousins boyfriend where we stayed that night :) 

PART 3

part 3 of our madness begins with me going to mexico, it was in may i think its was the 28th, i got picked up from my house from a friend the afternoon before because i didnt wanna be late for my flight, and we stoped at his house on the way and ate some food then we hit the road, we got to london at about 1:15am and then i anxiously waited for my flight and was speaking to gab on the phone the whole time and then it was time to start checking in, i was so exited and nervous i was almost shaking, so then i boarded my flight to madrid, where i then stopped for 2 hours and got onto another flight to DF. i was a bit confused on the flight as everyone was spanish, and then i got to mexico and i got very nervous, i remember the firs time a saw gabriela waiting behind the doors of baggage claim, she had the biggest smile i had ever seen and she was jumping up and down waving at me, i wanted to run and shout but i didnt wanna freak her out, and her sister and cousin too.so we left the airport and got into her cousins car and then she kissed me :D i will allways remember our first kiss, it was amazing, the just wanted to look at her and feel her being there next to me and savour the moment. this photo is us the first night :)

haha i really like this

ok now its my turn ... 

haha the truth is that i felt in love as soon as we started to talk a lot .. actually daily, and he was really kind and cute with me, wich is weird cuz we didnt even know each other and i was really excited about it.

So yeh one day he told me im gonna buy my flight to mexico because  i wanna see you ... i was in shock seriously ? ... you are gonna come just to see me ryan? .. ( babe u r crazy .. haha and i love you ) ... and thank you for took that decision you made me soo happy ...cuz you probably dont even know this but i was fucking sad before i met you. so thank you for giving me the chance and because you come here x i love you .. thank you for supporting me and give me hope. 

                                                                    HOW WE MET 

Where do i start? well in 2010 ryan (me) skated in a competition called manny mania set up by red bull, and was in the 4 winners and had this photo put onto the red bull website

shorty after gabriela had been on the internet just looking around and saw the photo and then decided to add me (far right) on facebook, after accepting the friend request on facebook I eventually got the courage to say something to her, and we started talking about movies and getting to know eachother throughout a few weeks, eventually gabriela asked me if  i had skype and I didnt so I downloaded it so he could see her and speak and hear her voice, we talked every so often but it became more frequent as we got to know each other and then i realised that i was really into gabriela and loved everything about her, I told her that i really like her and it started getting more serious, even though we still hadnt met i still felt confident about her, so.... i had a lot of money in my bank account and was ready to take the leap for her because i knew she is special so i bought a ticket to mexico. and thats a simple way of telling the story of how we met.