Right.. im at home .. not happy to be honest... i cant wait to find a job because i cant be at my house 24/ 7 ... seriously its fucking driving me crazy... i miss Ryan i think a lot .. i do chores ... not healthy shit to be honest and i only have a few days like that .. so my vacations cant be like that .. i rather work than be like this for almost 3 months ... so hopefully ill get a job soon ... we are having trouble with the " living with my boyfriend " situation ... it sucks ... i dunno why my dad is sooo close minded .. and traditional .. my parents got pregnant before marriage i dunno why they are asking me to stay virgin and get married till i finish uni HA HA HA !!! .. so silly haha .. that idea makes me laugh ... well i dunno what to do .. i just wanna get the fuck out of here because its not cool to be in a place you dont really wanna be ... so all i need to do is be strong and believe that soon i will be able to do that .. because here im judge by people who is worse than me im sure of that .. and its not fair ... sorry guys for making you read this ... me wining here ... sorry but i feel desperate .. and here is a good way to let things get out of my system i guess ... i wish i could be more like ... Ryan for example .. but i cant ... im weak and silly i guess ... sience  i was born haha ... right .. so i have to finish to do some stuff around my house helping my mum .. i love helping anyone but ... being in this situation where men here are sexist as fuck .. i hate this i cant stand looking at my mum doing everything for my dad .. this is just NOT right ... i feel frustrated and desperate because my mum is used to all this ... so unfair ... sad sad sad ... 
ok ... so only 91 days and Ry will be in Mexico with me :D yay !!
i cant wait to see my lover and hug him :D kiss him and share everything. 
fuck the people with negative thoughts im sick of that .. and here people is like that the whole time ... so ill have to stay strong and dont listen to all those negative comments ... 

because i believe in love... no one will break that. 

happy times

YES YES YES i have my flight to go back to gab :), for those of you who dont know i have only been to mexico once, and i went for one reason.... gabriela! and again i am going because of her it feels so good to know that all my hard work is paying off and i get to go back to be with her, i dont even know how to feel, i have every emotion wrapped up into one because im so exited about going back, gabriela is so supportive of everything and helping me sort to get everything ready, i have so many things i wanna say about how i feel but its really too much for words, i want the world to know that i plan on being with her forever, i know it sounds really cliche and cheesy but gab makes me happy and has done that non stop for almost a year and a half now and i still get the same feeling everytime i hear her voice or see her pretty face :), i remember last time i went to see her, i got my suitcase ready a week before because i knew it was soon and i was really exited, and i already feel like that i wanna get it out and fill up my suitcase right now and just go, but i have to wait only a little longer to be with her, and i know its gonna be worth it and i really cant wait.
                                                                    xX RYAN Xx

Hello everyone!


great news RYAN IS COMING TO MEXICO IN 95 DAYS :D 
i cant believe it ... finally we will be together for longer i can't wait to throw my arms around him and feel him, so this blog will have lots and lots of new stories haha ... sorry is we havent write a lot but Ryan is working hard i was at uni ( another semester gone! yay) ... yeh i finished another semester such a good feeling ... ha is wasnt easy to be honest i tried my best ... even i was feeling down because i dont have the love of my life by my side ... but He is coming soon! .. :D also im at home now .. where i am from .. its a little city .. big town? haha i dunno how to explain .. its called Morelia .. my family lives here .. so .. im here for the summer .. waiting for my love ... so im gonna be here a lot .. now cuz im off uni for almost 3 months .. im gonna look for a job tho ... :) so i can go to see Ryan too .. next summer to England :D .. right .. well pals i have lots of chores to do .. like laundry and stuff ike that so i better go to do that but as i told you .. ill be here writing a lot :D thank you for reading US... and believe .. love is everywhere you just have to believe have faith. ok i send you good vibes and we will love to read what you think so far about this blog or some stories about love .. it will be nice so if you know a story of love or want some advice or anything we can help you with .. just write us! :D
thank you 
love 

gabriela. x THANK YOU RYAN .. :) 

my thoughts

as gabriela has posted her thoughts on long distance i thought well why not post mine too, the first thing that should be said even though its a huge cliche is that it is hard, thousands of miles from the one you love, and no its not easy and it sucks really bad because every second away from this person hurts and you long to be with them, but what i have realised with gabriela is that aslong as love is present then anything is possible, i thought of a rhyme the other week to explain how i felt '' i love living life because i live life loving you'' which is true, gabriela even across the world still makes me happy and makes me laugh and loves me and she allways makes my day, anyone who thinks long distance is pointless then your a fool, get a laptop and call the one you love on skype, the reason i have skype is because of gabriela i didnt even know how it worked but she asked me to get it so we could see each other, (thank you gab x) gabriela is a beautiful girl and deserves every bit of love i give her and to be honest she deserves even more and when i get back to mexico thats what im gonna do im gonna love her forever. x ANYONE who wants to just have some fun with us please comment and ask me and gab something or ask us to talk about a topic. RYAN

TODAY...
well fisrt .. im sorry but i have been busy as fuck lately and im really sorry cuz im at uni .. with finals and stuff .. so much things to do. 
Ok now i wanna share something i think about my long distance relationship ... and i hope this can be like an advice to someone ... and i wanna say it cuz i have been talking and listening to a lot of people saying different things about that topic, well let me tell you this:

Being in love with someone even the distance, believe me, is difficult... but its amazing and thank you Ryan for being with me no matter what, because we are in the same channel and i love that, you understand me i understand you, even tho when im a crazy bitch haha just kidding babe i dont think i would ever find someone like you .. im so lucky to have you and its just amazing to share with you and soon we will be together ( i can't wait ) i hope people can find love because humans need love and share we are made for that so if u r reading this believe in love no matter what cuz it does exist and have faith that you will find someone just for you .. i know no one is perfect but when u fell in love that can happen even tho u know no one is perfect .. :) believe and it will happen.

back here

this card, it was recently gabrielas 23rd birthday and i sent her a card and things BUT it didnt arrive so on her birthday i bought her a new card because she deserves a card on her birthday, and this is the inside of the card, i woudl have put a picture of the front but its whats inside that counts right? i hope you all said happy birthday to her on facebook :D .
So here i am, in england waiting to get more money and for the perfect time to go back to her, i have been working a lot recently trying to make a lot of money :D and checking flights so i dont get ripped off, im gonna be there for my 22nd birthday and christmas, so look out mexico im coming back :p. i miss gab so much right now it really hurts but i know we will get through it because we are better together than apart, she means the world to me and im glad that the past the past 2 years have been amazing and i know our relasionship can only grow stronger. she makes me happier than ive ever been and i cant wait to spend my life with her, i promise to be her armor in times of need, and the reason she smiles everyday, love you gab. thanks for reading anyone and everyone.                                      RYAN