good time

right then its been a damn long time but there is a lot to tell since we last wrote here.... i (ryan) am now in mexico and ive been here for a month now and im staying here until feburary :D dope right? I am having the best time of my life i cant believe how happy i am with gabriela its unreal and to spend time with her is my dream come true ive allways wanted to be here how i am right now taking care of gabriela because we need each other and i love her dearly, its also really good to see the city where she spends most of her time and meet her friends who are all really nice so its great to see more of her life than i have before :)...... and im gonna try and learn spanish because my spanish so far sucks. but im gonna try, so im gonna make gabriela write here when i cant... thanks for reading
                                                               RYAN X

another

the connection we feel, the love the conceal,
niether are visible and makes me want to kneel,
to make her mine till death do us part,
because when i see her she can kickstart my heart,
ill have you in my arms once again in what will seem like a minute,
youve opened your heart to me and now you can let me fill it.
                                          X I MISS YOU X
                                                  RYAN

im amazed because .. i know now how lucky i am to have you and be with you, i cant put in words how does that feel .. i really cant but im gonna try, all i want is share everything with you and laugh with you even when i do nothing share that with you, but not just for a few days or months no ... i wanna be like this the rest of my life and help you when u need it and be there even if you dont need me, because i love you and i found my soul mate and the reason to be happy ... that beatles song is right ... all you need is love .. yes it is true, just try people to love eachother ... and you will feel better no matter what, when u love things gets better and better no matter if the situation is difficult or hard to handle ... you will find the way to sort it out and make things easier.. because being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.. have a great day all .. and thank you again for reading us :) good vibes for you peace and love.

mas.

FOR GABRIELA
moods change day after day, with no meanings of the things we do,
i see the sadness in your eyes and i unconciously reflect a part of you,
if i was there i know we would be happy and make everyday feel new,
every morning waking up and feeling something and knowing who,
being so far away is like an illness that i cant shake off,
worse than any flu, cold, head ache or cough,
you are my pill, my shot, my massage, my medicine,
my best friend, my lover my soul, my everything.
                    x RYAN x

ok

so at the moment me and gabriela are having a bit of a hard time, i cant be at work at the moment because i have to do jury service and gabriela has not been able to work because she had surgery, i have been working all the hours i can at my work, and i just wanna leave already, i really wanna just stop and go back to gab and hug her and tell her everything is ok, i really miss her dearly, i even sleep with her scarf everynight, gabriela is my everything, and is the reason im working so hard, i would do anything for this lady believe me she is the only lady that makes me truely happy and i am in love with her, i want people to know that love is real and although its not allways easy but it is ALLWAYS worth it because i know that when i get back im gonna be so happy just because im with her. RYAN

another day .. 80 days till we can be together and how i feel? .. to be honest like shit right now, things are not ok in my house right now i know you dont wanna read that silly stuff .. so all i can say is that i hope everything will be ok ... is like not a good time right now .. all i want is Ryan here .. i need him, hopefully i can get a job soon cuz things here are not ok ... so yeh .. i need a job, the only thing i can say right now is that im not gonna stop being positive cuz love gave me that .. hope and i believe that everything is gonna be ok .. i wish i can read something from the people who read this ... it would be cool .. thanks for reading again and we will love if the people who read this share something with us :) ( Ryan and me ) xx

well ... i dunno what to say today to be honest .. i just want my man here with me .. its killing me .. today im gonna write a letter to my dad .. cuz im gonna tell him that im gonna live with Ryan in the city where i study ... and i cant wait to see my man and listen to his voice ...soon i know its gonna be different cuz we will be together everyday, sorry btw if i havent say anything interesning lately but ... i had surgery .. it was simple but ... its annoying ... anyways .. im ok tho .. but i miss my man i wish he was with me to watch films .. and spoil me :) and him him kisses ... and hugs .. and ok sorry.

.... i leave a photo of us . :) i hope you like it and thank you for reading us again! .. ill have news soon to see what happend if im moving in or not .. with Ryan .. i hope i can :) cux to be honest thats all i want right now :) x