another day .. 80 days till we can be together and how i feel? .. to be honest like shit right now, things are not ok in my house right now i know you dont wanna read that silly stuff .. so all i can say is that i hope everything will be ok ... is like not a good time right now .. all i want is Ryan here .. i need him, hopefully i can get a job soon cuz things here are not ok ... so yeh .. i need a job, the only thing i can say right now is that im not gonna stop being positive cuz love gave me that .. hope and i believe that everything is gonna be ok .. i wish i can read something from the people who read this ... it would be cool .. thanks for reading again and we will love if the people who read this share something with us :) ( Ryan and me ) xx