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the last of london

so.... me and gab had a great time with my friend dan and his girlfriend lizz and he showed us some places that i didnt think of before, (safe dan n lizz) so then it was up to me and gab to find the rest of the places that we wanted to see in london so the next day i remember we went back to the national history musuem because we wanted to see the dinosaur that moves and roars :p which was awesome, and we look at the whales and stuff like that and we had a good time there and took a load of photos, so after that we went to a rediculous mall called westfield's, this place blew my mind me and gabriela both felt tiny there and we spent the rest of the day walking around feeling lost and people trying to sell gabriela sunglasses and hair straigteners, so we had fun in that place though spending time together looking in shops :D and then we went and had nando's right up in the top of the mall which was rad, then we went home and spent real quality time together because we knew that we were gonna be parted soon so we talk a lot and drink beer in our hotel room and we listened to music, it really was a great moment and i wish i could go back and relive those moments even thought they were full of sadness, so our last day in london the first thing we did was go to camden town again but just me and gab and we looked around the stalls and bought souvenirs for her family and walked around together, then gabriela's knee was hurting pretty bad by that point (we dont know why but she was in pain) so i took her to gap and bought her some really thick leggins/stockings to keep her knees warm, and then we walked from there over to china town where we ate some really cool food and took photos of things there

, so after we had food we went to st pauls cathedral which was cool but we didnt go in because it was like 15 pounds to get in which is stupid, and there were people camping outside that were ''protesting'' , so we sat and chilled near there for a while and got a hot chocolate that we shared, its funny because i remember all those moments like they were yesterday because i remember my dad called me and asked me how i was feeling because he knew she was leaving the next day, i said i was ok even though it was already hurting just thinking about her being gone, and then after we went to the toilet there and left we went to a sweet shop and gab bought me a pack of nerds that were expensive as fuck because they are imported and she told me they were for her and then gave them to me, so sweet of her :) and so we went to the tube and went on our way to abbey road so we could take a photo of us on the famous zebra crossing, and we looked for the place for like an hour, in the cold haha and then we found it and their was people already taking photos too, so we took some photos and got the people to take photos of us kissing on the crossing :D

, then we made our way back to the hotel and on the way we picked up 2 papa johns pizza's and some beers, and then we enjoyed our last night together and it makes me feel so sad typing this because i remember being there knowing she was gonna leave and we went to sleep early because we had to get up early in the morning,
SO the day had come, she was leaving in a few hours i was frightened about her leaving it made me feel horrible knowing she was going away, so we got the tube to the airport and it was a quiet trip me and gabriela both hugged the whole way and both wrote nots on each others hands, we got off at heathrow and walked up to departures and we checked in gab's bag which we had to take some stuff out because it was too heavy and now its in my house, then me and gab spent our last hour together, i am not afraid to tell people that i cried because for me the moment felt disastrous, because gabriela was being taken from me and there was nothing i could do about it and we both promise each other we would be ok, even though both of us crying, so then her flight was called and she had to leave, we said i love you what seemed like a million times but it didnt feel like enough and then we kissed and i watched her walk away, this is the last time i saw gabriela.

after this photo i turned around and walked as fast as i can to try and get rid of the feeling in my stomachd and try to stop myself from crying but nothing would work, i got the train home witha friend of the family and held it in the whole way home, when i got home the first time i tried to speak to my mom about her i just started crying and feeling horrible because she was gone, i was home without her. i dearly miss gabriela and cant wait to be with her again.    thank you to anyone who reads this and is interested in our stories.  ..RYAN..

Aite .. as people in England will say (and i love it btw). ok So time to leave was near .. and we will go to London before .. and thank you Ryan cuz i know u dont really like being there babe haha ... i understand but we cant deny how lovely is being there too .. and i loved being there, even tho we had a disagreement.. but after that it was amazing he had so much fun... i met one of Ry's friends Dan and his girlfriend and they were so kind and friendly .. thank you once again guys, we loved to share time with you and we loved camden such a cool place, i hope one day i can come back there.

I never felt that free and happy .. never, such an amazing feeling to feel free and happy. 

London was amazing cuz we were together babe ... thats for sure.

 Ryan took me to some amazing places like museums and i loved every second of being there with him.

It was such a weird feeling .. because i was so happy about being there with my love, but i knew that i was gonna leave in a few days and saying good bye .. or a " see you soon" will hurt no matter i knew that i will see Ryan again, i miss him .. desperately.

 

I know we will be in London again together ... next time i go to see Ryan :D haha.

i laughed like when i was a kid ... and i felt so safe and happy .. like if i didnt have any concerns... being in your arms and feel that everything is gonna be ok .. and nothing bad will happen cuz you are holding me, taking care of me, as always. 

The weirdest thing was that it never rained when we were there .. haha we were so lucky, even tho it was cold and my knee was hurting really bad i dunno why, but Ryan as always taking care of me went to gap and got me something so my knee will be warm, so sweet, and romantic my love with every detail you have .. i have such an adorable, lovely, and the best boyfriend i can ever ask for more i swear.

And i hope one day i can remind him and tell him that i love him, every morning of the rest of my life :D

P.S. i know Ryan is better writer than me .. but i hope u enjoy this ..

thank you for reading US .. :) 

my love

today was a sad day, so im gonna try and liven up the end of the day by telling you more about gabriela, she is the sweetest, kindest, most magical and beautiful lady in the universe, she makes my day.... everyday, she has so many ways of making me happy its unreal, i even love the things i dont like for example when she was here i would help her light cigarettes, and i really dont like smoking but its because i love her so much i can see past things like that, she is a quiet sleeper, and makes really cute noises when she is tired :) its strange to think that she is older than me because i feel like the older one and i know i can look after her, she is my lover and also my best friend she helps me get through everything, she knows that i love her and i dont think she ever doubts that, and i know she loves me too which is AWESOME! anyone who knows gabriela will have their own point of view but in my eyes she is the perfect lover girlfriend and future ''esposa'' :) *thanks for reading* this was ryan sending his love to his special lady x good night x

england 3

so gabriela was here and everything was better than i had ever imagined i knew we were gonna be happy together but it was almost too happy and as if i was dreaming everyday was new waking up to see her beautiful smiling face knowing that i was the reason it was there and i tried my best to show gabriela the city where i live (exeter), we went to all kinds of cool places in england and it was amazing so im gonna share some photos :D

this took me about 20 minutes and then after i realised the A's are backwards

Exeter musuem was reopened so we decided to go and have a look around :)

we went with my dad and my stepmum and aunt to woodbury common for a nice walk
and i made me and gabriela our first stick house

ENERGY BOOST!!!!!!!

this photo is probably one of my favourites of us together because it was christmas,

SO my amazing girlfriend stayed here for christmas :) i remember in the morning i woke up and wanted to give gabriela her present sooo bad, so i got out of bed and brought the presents to her in bed, and we sat together in bed opening presents, my grandparents love every minute of gabriela being there for christmas dinner, and it was such a good feeling and having gabriela here with me for christmas it was the best present i could have asked for, i got love for christmas (and an awesome hat and hoody and t shirt :D).

every second ive spent with gabriela is a gift and anyone lucky enough to know her will agree, she is the love of my love and one day i hope to wake up to her pretty smile every morning,
 thanks for reading.             RY

part 4 soon (london)

mexican girl in england.

                                              ... me finally in england! YAY 
ok ... First of all i want to thank to my family and specially my parents for all the support for this trip cuz i know it wasnt easy for them .. not having me there on christmas and new year, so thank you Dad thank you Mum! :) .. and my sister and brother and my sister in law .. even my niece helped me! ... its amazing how cool people who loves me support me .. thank you all you know i love you.
Before i start to cry cuz i miss all my people and obviously Ryan .. im gonna tell you that time i arrived to England to see my lovely boyfriend... oh god .. seriously i was soo nervous the whole flight haha but excited too obviously because i couldnt wait to hug and kiss Ry :)... nervous cuz i didnt know if his family would be ok with having me there on christmas and for that long because i stayed like a month and 6 days ... so yeh i arrieved after a long flight .. i was smelly and hungry but all i wanted was to see my boyfriend .. i saw him haha he didnt care and he just walked directly to me no matter he had to wait for me .. he just walked even tho he shouldnt and he helped me with my case ( heavy btw) and then i met Ryan's dad ... he was really nice to me ( thank you :) ) .. i slept almost the whole way to Exeter btw ... so kind of them to picked me up from the airport seriously. And we arrived to Ry's home .. soo nice to be there i swear i remember the feeling of being there .. i miss being there sooo bad ... i remember Ryan told me once " home is where your hear is" ... and my love...that is so true, i met Tracey Ry's mum she was really sweet to me and kind too ... i also met Trinstan .. Ry's brother ... so i wanted to rest but i was too excited to see my love again .. so we talked i kissed him lots :) and enjoyed every second of being with him. Ry had everything ready when i got there .. enough space for my clothes and the room clean and pretty :) thank you babe .. all the details you have with me. 
im quite tired so im going to sleep now...but ill write more about how it was when i went to see Ry.
thank you for reading us . x
good vibes for everyone


( a song that Ry loves x .. i love you ) 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BDcCN9jyhFo 

you make me feel funny

                      the first time i felt funny about you 

 

i couldnt stop thinking about him ... it was weird for me because i wanted to know how he was what he was doing, everything ... and i remember i wrote him a letter telling him how i feel, i took photos but i knew i wasnt gonna show him cuz i was shy at that time haha .. but now im writing in a blog what happened when i fall in love with my lovely boyfriend. 

And since then i cant stop falling in love with him.
You'll probably think that im cheezy or silly but and probably i am but i don't care :) because what i feel is pure and honest, i wish more people could feel like us ( Ry n' me ) because love is the key for everything ... so i wanna tell you believe in love fall in love no matter what happens, because it worth it!!! ..


So funny i was talking to Ryan right now he is gonna post something too ... :P ok guys .. anyone who read this thank you so much .. and i hope you enjoy with us because we enjoy to share our story with everyone and we wanna make people to believe again in love. 

i love you Ryan Evans x

ENGLAND part 1

so after about 6 months of gab itching to save money and come to england, she got a ticket A GOLDEN TICKET it really was like that i felt like the fat kid in charlie and the chocolate factory, i was so surprised and happy i felt like i could jump out of my skin and was shaking with exitement and she told me how many days we had to wait, i allways count down the days untill i see her and this one went faster than the last one because we were both really busy her doing uni work and me working the whole time was accompanied by desperation because i am missing her and wanted her to be here with me or just anywhere with her, because if reading this and you dont already know i love gabriela and im ready to do anything for her, and she kept me happy while we waited on skype :), so 13th of december and gabriela is gonna arrive my dad drove me to the airport to pick gabriela up and we got there an hour early and when her flight was due my dad left me to be on my own and wait for her and her flight was delayed so i was waiting for about an hour looking left and right at the arrivals lounge at heathrow airport, waiting to see a glimpse of her, then i saw her with her big red suitcase i walked towards her and gave her a big hug, i remember the way she squeezed me it was amazing. here is us when she arrived :D <3

part 2 soon

all you need is love

ok its been a long time since we wrote something here but we want to tell more about out story. We have been busy cuz im at uni and my lovely boyfriend Ryan is working hard to come to see me, so thats why.. ok anyways... i wanna tell something more about us, because today i just realized how connected we are and how in love we are its crazy... and to be honest i never felt this was before i just wanna be with Ryan laying down on his chest because thats the best feeling ever i swear i feel so safe like that. 
I know we are so lucky cuz even tho we have differences or we argue sometimes we know that we are stronger than that and i know a lot of people will think like ooh no long distance relationships doesnt work well thats bullshit ! sorry but it is .. because if you are in the same channel and you share the same feelings it will work.. we have been together for a year and half and i cant stop this feeling ... its so sad and disappointing how some people doesnt believe in love like cousins friends or people i know tells me every time i sais yeh my boyfriend lives in England they go like ooh really? and how does it feel ? cuz i know its hard or .. oh and are you sure he doesnt cheat on you ? seriously its sad to know a lot of people who is married with kids or who has boyfriend or girlfriend saying that stuff like oh thats not gonna last cuz its long distance .. well i dont care what people say .. because i respect my boyfriend i trust him and all i want to do is love him the rest of my life and im pretty sure about that no matter what people say :) 
i love you Ryan x 

the waiting game

waiting is what me and gabriela do, we have had to wait for many months to see each other multiple times now and have had to be really patient, missing gabriela is something i have to deal with everyday its so sad that we are apart, but the fact that we are together and connected even so far apart is the part that counts, we both have things we do when we are apart, gabriela goes to university studying graphic design and is vey busy studying and i work and skateboard in my spare time, but all the time that im doing that gabriela is always in my mind, i plan to go back to mexico in july or august and im looking forward to it so much, time almost goes in slow motion, but i will be back there soon and i will be holding her and happy. te amo gabriela x

...this is just something i wanna say 

Im still awake .. tempted to call you because i wanna hear your voice, but i want you to sleep well so im not gonna and you will read this when u wake up x ...i wanna keep going with the story but im really tired so im not gonna .. i promise ill continue with the story tomorrow :) ... i just wanted to post how i feel right now ...
i can't really put in words to be honest how sad makes me feel being without my lover
it's so hard to have this feeling... i wish i can go right now flight to england and give you a huge hug and lots of kisses babe.

Reality sucks right now..im here at my house .. yeh, im ok because im here with my family now but ... the most important part of my life is missing and thats You. Its gonna worth it i can feel it ... and i know someone will probably read this and say that im too cheezy but .. i don´t care because i am in love deeply in love with Ryan Evans and i cant wait to be with him again... i think im going crazy without him.