the last of london

so.... me and gab had a great time with my friend dan and his girlfriend lizz and he showed us some places that i didnt think of before, (safe dan n lizz) so then it was up to me and gab to find the rest of the places that we wanted to see in london so the next day i remember we went back to the national history musuem because we wanted to see the dinosaur that moves and roars :p which was awesome, and we look at the whales and stuff like that and we had a good time there and took a load of photos, so after that we went to a rediculous mall called westfield's, this place blew my mind me and gabriela both felt tiny there and we spent the rest of the day walking around feeling lost and people trying to sell gabriela sunglasses and hair straigteners, so we had fun in that place though spending time together looking in shops :D and then we went and had nando's right up in the top of the mall which was rad, then we went home and spent real quality time together because we knew that we were gonna be parted soon so we talk a lot and drink beer in our hotel room and we listened to music, it really was a great moment and i wish i could go back and relive those moments even thought they were full of sadness, so our last day in london the first thing we did was go to camden town again but just me and gab and we looked around the stalls and bought souvenirs for her family and walked around together, then gabriela's knee was hurting pretty bad by that point (we dont know why but she was in pain) so i took her to gap and bought her some really thick leggins/stockings to keep her knees warm, and then we walked from there over to china town where we ate some really cool food and took photos of things there

, so after we had food we went to st pauls cathedral which was cool but we didnt go in because it was like 15 pounds to get in which is stupid, and there were people camping outside that were ''protesting'' , so we sat and chilled near there for a while and got a hot chocolate that we shared, its funny because i remember all those moments like they were yesterday because i remember my dad called me and asked me how i was feeling because he knew she was leaving the next day, i said i was ok even though it was already hurting just thinking about her being gone, and then after we went to the toilet there and left we went to a sweet shop and gab bought me a pack of nerds that were expensive as fuck because they are imported and she told me they were for her and then gave them to me, so sweet of her :) and so we went to the tube and went on our way to abbey road so we could take a photo of us on the famous zebra crossing, and we looked for the place for like an hour, in the cold haha and then we found it and their was people already taking photos too, so we took some photos and got the people to take photos of us kissing on the crossing :D

, then we made our way back to the hotel and on the way we picked up 2 papa johns pizza's and some beers, and then we enjoyed our last night together and it makes me feel so sad typing this because i remember being there knowing she was gonna leave and we went to sleep early because we had to get up early in the morning,
SO the day had come, she was leaving in a few hours i was frightened about her leaving it made me feel horrible knowing she was going away, so we got the tube to the airport and it was a quiet trip me and gabriela both hugged the whole way and both wrote nots on each others hands, we got off at heathrow and walked up to departures and we checked in gab's bag which we had to take some stuff out because it was too heavy and now its in my house, then me and gab spent our last hour together, i am not afraid to tell people that i cried because for me the moment felt disastrous, because gabriela was being taken from me and there was nothing i could do about it and we both promise each other we would be ok, even though both of us crying, so then her flight was called and she had to leave, we said i love you what seemed like a million times but it didnt feel like enough and then we kissed and i watched her walk away, this is the last time i saw gabriela.

after this photo i turned around and walked as fast as i can to try and get rid of the feeling in my stomachd and try to stop myself from crying but nothing would work, i got the train home witha friend of the family and held it in the whole way home, when i got home the first time i tried to speak to my mom about her i just started crying and feeling horrible because she was gone, i was home without her. i dearly miss gabriela and cant wait to be with her again.    thank you to anyone who reads this and is interested in our stories.  ..RYAN..