...this is just something i wanna say 

Im still awake .. tempted to call you because i wanna hear your voice, but i want you to sleep well so im not gonna and you will read this when u wake up x ...i wanna keep going with the story but im really tired so im not gonna .. i promise ill continue with the story tomorrow :) ... i just wanted to post how i feel right now ...
i can't really put in words to be honest how sad makes me feel being without my lover
it's so hard to have this feeling... i wish i can go right now flight to england and give you a huge hug and lots of kisses babe.

Reality sucks right now..im here at my house .. yeh, im ok because im here with my family now but ... the most important part of my life is missing and thats You. Its gonna worth it i can feel it ... and i know someone will probably read this and say that im too cheezy but .. i don´t care because i am in love deeply in love with Ryan Evans and i cant wait to be with him again... i think im going crazy without him.